Alone...

I really tire of going to things by myself. I tire of being brave and independent and sassy and showing up alone. I haven't gone to a movie in almost a year. There is a long list of plays, concerts, and other performances I want to go to, but I probably won't just because I'm sick of going by myself. I try to get dates to these things, but the men I know are invariably busy (or too borderline creepy) and can't go.

It is very frustrating to keep asking and get turned down because of other circumstances and commitments, and it is very frustrating to be so tired of dressing up and going out...alone.